what about me?

what really motivates and drives me? because i know it's not always my God and Savior like it should be. when i am able to be truely open, i know that the only reason i am even on this earth is to gorify and praise my Aba God and serve him with all of my life. but then i forget and get sidetracked and where is my focus at then? i am reminded of how small and meaningless i am everyday, but when i think about how God loved me so much and sent His son to die for my life, i am truely amazed! how blessed am i to be chosen.