holey computers, it's march... well, i guess i'm ready for easter then, except am i really?
the end of the month is fast approaching, and with it baptism. now normally i am really excited to go and see my friends up there getting wet and proclaiming their faith. but now it's me. i am the one to proclaim my faith and tell everyone that "yeah, i'm a jesus freak!"
there is knowledge of faith and then there is actual faith, which i do truely believe i have.
but still there is this butterfly that goes in circles around my stomake, not the most pleasant feeling on earth.
well i guess the only way to feel truely sure about this is to pray and ask for wisdom and peace.
